Late in 2-2012 I walked away from Onbug, yet upon some time and many request by friends and espn BSU followers I have now decide to return, sparingly, to help by passing on any of my 52 years of wisdom, to U'all, the best I can. BUT First I need to offer an Explanation and APOLOGY as to my Hasty Departure or shall I say, My reasononing after MUCH thought. = Last Nov. 29 -2012 I was savagly beaten and robbed in My home in the Payette County deep countryside by 2 men, both 70+ lbs heavier than I. I came w/in a few seconds of death while Being Choked off from air by 1 and Punched Repeatedly by the other. The only reason they quit is I sqeekedly had enough air to just squeek out to tell them "Better jailtime for a beatin than prison for ma-murder" and YES for the first time in my life I was Truly scared and passing out. These People Knew I was a Social Security Payee for my son and that I had Cash at home to give to my son for non-bank hours and weekends as he needed it. They were High (I found out later on) On Xanax and METH+ ?, I at age 52, simply was no competition for almost 500 lbs of Super reved up young Muscle. To that, I probably (after 12+ weeks of healing) didnt belong on a public blogs, yet I was forcing myself to move on, and I 'snapped a bit' U may say. Since then I have had 2 surgeries and more to come. Some issues not being surgical, I have to Just live with. Therefore I can only offer My Sincerest of Apologies to the Onbug Fans from my response to the story of "Dont Mess w/Texas - I know no other way of saying it, yet I couldn not return w/out an Apology I feel. Some may differ w/me in my return, Heck Did U know that in General that 20% of the people 1 can never please anyway? - But I am not the type to slither around, I did and will survive, I have No Choice. The hard part (mental) is that 1 attacker was My Son of 20 years that I raised by myself thru his Bi-pola -Skitso - Multi personality battle with life. The one I was the Payee for. I Do Not tell U this story for pity or empathy/sypathy/ect, I tell U as I have learnt that being a bit 'somewhat' open about your life w/blogging friends can actually Bond U a bit closer as friends. To Me being a 40+ year BSC/U football fan gives me alot to talk about. NO, I dont suggest U do a Tell all as I have, but it never hurts to tell friends "Your having a bad day because" or even ask your friend if he or she or it is doing OK from time to time. Maybe thats why Idaho is so special, so many of us like U and I Know what that special thing is, - and it really cant be summed up in words as well as it can be felt inside of us. To that I wish U all well and look forward to the future. I post this just 1 1/2 ahead of the NCAA's ruling on Penn State this monnday July 23rd 2012. History is being made today and what happened to me can not compare what happened to alot of children. Till we meet again; Rojer.